Well its been a week since I’ve written.. I’ve been to upset. Craig and I are just at each other’s throats constantly. He just refuses to hear what I’m saying. He’s slept in the living room for the last few nights. We barely speak to each other anymore. I know he’s stressed out about his job and money and the kids, but damn so am I! Why is it all about him, never about us?
I see Jackson every day now. He asked me to go to lunch with him next week. I said yes, I mean that’s okay, right? It’s in a public place. It’s just two friends having lunch. Okay, well one of them friends is freaking hot as hell (and no that’s not me)… but still.. we are just friends.