Well lets see here.. Since Thursday I’ve tried every night to get Craig to come to bed and make love to me.. I keep getting “I’m sorry baby, I’m just too tired, this week has been so rough and exhausting, I promise Sunday we will”… THE HELL WE WILL. So he was up all night last night, said he was working on a project for work. I got up this morning after he finally came to bed and got on the computer to see what time a movie started later, I thought I’d take the kids to go see that new Hansel and Gretel movie, it looked good.. well when the Google chrome page loaded it asked if I wanted to restore the previous session and I hit yes.. PORN… NOTHING BUT FUCKING PORN!!!!! He’s too tired to fuck me but he can go play with himself while looking at porn? WTH??? Is it me? What’s wrong w/ me? Why won’t he come be with me, the real flesh and blood waiting in the room for him?????? I’m so mad right now I can’t see straight. Oh, they’ll be no movie today, no sirree nope today is a pamper Lacy day!!! And on his Credit Card. I’m going to go get a mani/pedi, maybe my hair done, some shoe’s, possibly a new outfit….
Maybe I’ll text Jackson and see if he want’s to join me for lunch… in fact I will. Hold on….
Okay.. we are having lunch at 1 and Craig is paying for that too. Craig may not want me but I’m damn sure there are some men out there who do!!!!